i must gone !

I have 5 friend who they were friendly. They are a good friends, crazy, and fun. We spend a lot of the time together, even though sometimes we have conflicts, misunderstandings and problems between the one and another. At least not far from the problem of 'man' haha I understand because we were still teenagers. When I was in Grade 8, I convenient with one of them, she's a good kid, intelligent though sometimes annoying, we go watch together, go to old town, staying at the house of one of us, etc. but since our 9th grade, we started far. I also started near the bench with my chairmate, is a very irritating, PICIK (pintar,licik), and he was also smart haha. We talked a lot about people on the ABCD haha we laughed and angrytogether. I think they are good friends, although maybe they think I'm just a 'parasites' in their friendship. I'm happy to see them happy, even the second time I succumb to see them happy with a man who I liked. I knew since I was present among you many problems that arise, I realized the way I am amongst you will only make you not whole, I'm sorry if I made many mistakes, if I disappoint you. I better lost a man than to lose you. Perhaps all of this excess, because I know you never thought of myself as a friend. sooner or later, directly or indirectly I realized your attitude change, you think I am as if I was not there, I knew I just new arrivals and you hate me. However your attitude and you think I'm anything I'll never angry, I realized who I was, I just destructive. Thank you for giving a lot of experience to me, I try to keep your secret, how did you talk someone of your own friends to me, how you hate each other the nature of your own friends, how you talk behind your own best friend. Everything is recorded clearly in my brain. Maybe you'd be happier without me, without me you are can have a fun day :')